September.

time has never stop, it flew faster.
right now, i'm already a nine month soldier.
1 year 3 months to go.
so waiting for it.
life have been in a mess for me..
my parents recently had a big quarrel, however seems like things have gone back to normal.
my time in NS are just a bore to me, duties, escorts, and more duties..
unlike duty day, which is 24 hours, i been going home everyday, like a normal office guy.
nothing interesting.

sometimes, i actually wonder,
what is life to me?
what are my goals? a designer? is it true that i really want to become a designer?
what will happen to me when i grow older?
i can i do when i finish my NS life?

right now, i'm totally lost in a mist of woods.
wandering around aimlessly..

yea. this is me right now..
Justin, the wanderer..

an aimless guy
a boring guy
a loveless guy.

i really want to search for answers
what should i really do in life
what exactly are my goals in this lifetime


September.

i known her for like almost a year.
i remember the first time i know her, she was the first to ask me out.
and i was surprised.
the first look at her, i thought she was the one.
however, it seems impossible now.
the distance between us, has already grow further and further.
right now,
she's happy with her current life, with her bf, her schoolmates and her usual friends.

i feel happy for her.
i really do.
well, seeing her studying hard again, i feel contented.
at least, i manage to convince her to persue her dreams.
the dream for fashion.
she studying hard right now, and have already moved on to the next step of her life.
i wish you the best, ______.. all the best.

September.

i should start finding my true goals.
i should move on now..

moving on..

signing off.