well well, week 2 ending soon in borders.
Somehow already familiar with the system in borders.
however im still stuck at remembering the locations of each section coz too many le.
so i still need time to remember.
Kinda sucky coz next week gonna do midnight shift which is from 11pm to 6am.
is like WTH! people sleeping we working. Sianz!!!!
hopefully its a good time to actually memorise the locations coz wil be working without a single customer.

alrights.
recently been feeling empty inside my heart.
i dunno why.
is like im thinking why am i in this world.
working for money.
sleeep.
eaat.
shit.
work.
its so boring and typical.
i tried to establish good relations with colleagues and friends.
well, some busy, some not in society.
i been so lonely.

indeed
LONELY is the word.

i wanna just make more friends ma.
but when i talk, i always tend to talk straight and offend people.
just how can i change this.
well, if i stay quiet, they think im arrogant, dun willing to socialise.
haix.
life is in dilemma ( is this the spelling?)

i just feel so empty..

empty is the word.

is it that i realli need someone by my side?
i just dunno.
i dun have the quality to find a life partner.
im still "immature"
i dunno the world well.
i dun have money.
i dun own a house, a car, a bike.
all i have is myself.
and my fats.

damn it.
signing off..